For the first time after 1 years im hibernating in my own cave haha, today i would like to writing again and please have fun..
Falling in love.... actually i dont know when or how im falling my heart. Starting from unknown wave at Facebook, make me wonder who is it. I starting throw a bunch of question how he get it my contact like a tiger hahaha... then i notice he is friend of my friend. From that, we starting keep contact. Day by day, we starting getting close... "how are you" and "what are u to do" is become a common and must ask question in everyday. Its become habit to us, a lot of message come in thru my phone after that. I dont know our feeling, its just we are feeling comfortable with each others. But until the day he keep busy preparing Raya Haji at his hometown, i started to feel alone. I started keep looking at my phone.. i started to recall back our conversation .. like i miss him.. but i am too afraid with my feeling.. i afraid this relationship will become awkward because of my feeling... i also dont want this relationship build on just to fill up the free time... im starting to scare of this relationship.. i keep questioning myself. "Who is his to me" "who is i am to him" one day i notice some hint from his behavior. I senses that he too have feeling with me. Finally i throw the question "do you like me" that the bravest thing i have done. Fortunately its just on the phone, i dont have enough courage to ask it face to face. After 1 month we finally meet for the first time. Everything seem so fast, luckily he is a very comfortable person, and of course im very nervous in inside but very cool at outside. But I cant lied my feeling to him because he can read me. He try to make me feel comfortable when around with him. He make me laugh too. And yes, he gave me a memorable moment which i cant forget it until the end of my life. Then i finalized one thing in my heart, im started falling in love with him.
To be continued